Wednesday, November 23, 2005

hot brown sugah opens her trap yet again

think again

i'm 22.

i'm 'sponsored' by my parents to undergo a degree course that 'will make me laku' if i pursue it all the way.

i have a bunch of faithful friends who i trust my life with.

my sister sponsors me on my 10grand hair treatment (parents are gonna kill us if they read this but yeah, 10grand).

i have luxury items like guess bags, mp3 player and stuff like that la.


but do u really think i'm living the life?

i have a debt of 120grand at this age.

i don't even have enough savings to pay for a pathetic downpayment of a car (okay, i don't have a licence in the first place, but i'm juz saying).

i'll still be in debt till i'm a freakin fifty year old wrinkled workin (like an ox) woman.

i'll still be livin with my parents till i'm fifty- not that i'm complaining, at least i won't have any mortgage to pay rite. yes? no?

i know of those at my age or younger who have their own house and family, are earning their own money wothout the need to pay back any student loan, have their own house (i juz have to say this twice), are graduates..... what the hell am i doin right now?

entertaining u ppl who read this.

so do u think i'm blessed?
think again.

but i AM grateful for having all the things that i have now, esp my health, religion, believes, morals and all those jazz. hey, like the saying goes, every grey cloud has a silver lining. who knows if i'll meet the handsome old man who's still a virgin (or at least has no children and current wife when he meets me), speaks and write (not to mention, SPELL) good english who would want to marry me and pay off my debts huh? i think i should think again la.

+ > the glamour babe posted at 4:14 AM < +